the last goodbye

February 27th, 2007 by ibeith

                                                      The last goodbye

I shed tears  not once but more than twice 

I don’t even know how many sleepless night  had passed

I can’t even count the times i say i love you

Nor can’t i   i longer figure out i said  i hate you

After all i forget to count how i beg you to stay

Until i realize to say the last goodbye

I only counted it eight days

And here you go asking for chance

But only for a while…

I can’t no longer count weeks with you

And now I’m just thinking…

Do i need..another goodbye for the "last time"

February 20th, 2007 by ibeith

The Last Night

Wild awake waiting for a star to fall

Thinking of all the things that will make m cry

Nobody care to listen; they don’t even try

Just someone to be here; I don’t need them all

                                                 

                                                                         Whistling wind jive with my breath

As I stand firm and try the pain to ease

With a deep sigh of loneliness

Only one can make it relieve

Drop of water fall on my face

Coldness of it makes ma shiver and chill

I am stocked alone with an ill

As my heart beat twice like a race

                                          

                                                                    How can anyone live this kind of scene?

If there is only one thing that we can see

To appreciate a night full of darkness; who would be?

But yes! A heart that wishes death can be

The moon hides as a loud freaky sound break the silence

Light from Darkness appears as the sound heard

Rain shower my worries; it doesn’t make sense

I pretend to be a stone; I can’t feel; even I breathe

                                             

                                                                          If someone will whisper on my ear

Wish after I heard; I wont even shed a tear

If pretending is to be in despair

I’d rather and wiling to be, than to show I’m impair

If I will not die after this night through

And Loving can cause death: they say

I think I prefer continue loving you

Than to take my own life with dismay

                                                 

                                                                      Breaking of the dawn as night end

Giving hope for some as ray of light appear

But for me it is a new day to live in pain

To pretend that I never let to fall even drop of a tear